This time baby, I'll be bulletproof.

I hope you know that when you ignore me like this, after saying that you wanna be friends, really makes me angry. I wanna talk to you about all this stuff, but I know if I do you'll just not reply. I hate how you didn't even try to work this out. Okay, yeah, this was a big problem, but other people have been through worse. I understand you may have felt intimidated since this was the longest relationship you've been in and stuff, but seriously... why did you have to go about it this way and then just be a jerk. And most of all, I hope you know... I loved you, but I never got to tell you. Thanks for making me feel like I'm worth twice nothing.

WHY AIN'T YOU BE TEXTIN ME BOII?!
hmph. i get paranois too easily. CALM DOWN KRISTINA

sooo it's past Christmas. I got an Acer aspire one netbook.:D
+ viva la juicy perfume
mac pigments
scarf
boots
some stupid cat book
new moon poster
glee soundtrack
annnd undies :D


WOOT, new years is this weeeeek
iz hoping i can spend it with my beefrannn. k?

So, I thought I'd write in mah livejournal. If that's okay with you?

Nothing's really bothering me, and nothing's making me super happy, so I really have no major reason to type shizz. but whatevs.

i miiiight re-dye my hair today?

iz pumped.


might hang with beefran tomorrow (first time since the 18th of october)

iz pumped.


I want christmas to be here so I can get disss

cept not in pink. it's a dell mini 10v :D WEWTT


btdubz, i got thee env touch. it's already scratched D: but oh well. I live with it, cos it's my babyyyy. haha LATER

I dropped that ol douche bag Jake, and got a better Jake.
lmao, no I'm not stuck on Jakes, I've known this Jake since before the other Jake. He makes me happier n shiz, cos he's not all emo and 'oh you're my life, Kristina'. Sure, that's cute sometimes, but JESUS, I'm 14, I don't want to be anyones life.

I came down with da swine D: FML but iz over it nao.

anywho, new boyfran, new style. IZ HAPPEEEEE :D
and i also like typing like a lolcat. just sayin, just sayin.

I don't know what to do.
He won't talk to me, ever.

HE calls me, he HANGS UP.
He texts me... then tells me he doesnt want to talk. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


help me!!!!! he's making me SO angry.
ANYWAYS, We're ordering new phones online tomorrow.
i'm getting an env touch. People say the battery life sucks, buuut oh well.
I W A N T I T!
<3

it's either that, or the motorola rival, which is really cute and cheap.
<

tick tick tick tick on the watch now
lifes to short for me to stop
oh baby your time is running out
i wont let you turn around
and tell me now i'm much to proud
all you do is fill me up with doubt
-bulletproof (la roux)

So, we woke up at like 5 to get ready and then went to the church and stood by fatty's car and talked.

thenn we got in my van with
-my mom
-obsessive copycat
in the front.

-Cuddie Buddie
-Me
in the middle.

annd
-Spiky McNick
-Nerdy Mcnerdpants
-Dah-rell
in the back

(btw, these are ALL nicknames to keep these people anonymous :)
in the car, dah-rell was trying to kill me by stepping on my seatbelt, NOBODY appreciated my amazing taste in music, they just wanted sweet home alabama :/
annnnd i almost got my head hacked off by dah-rell with an ice scraper.
annnd and we prank called a buuuunch of people :)
"AYEE YOU GOT SOME RAISINS?"
(yeahh, i got that from sartayhey.... if Taylor or Sarah read this....i like that video :D)

so we get to kings island, and we rode the racer first
Cuddie Buddie sure was glad she wore that sports bra :)
thenn we went to flight of fear, i also rode with Cuddie Buddie
"what the crap? do we get off HERE?" hahaha
thennn we rode the beast, because nerdy mc nerdpants is a wuss and wouldnt ride ANYTHING but the beast, vortex (which was a stretch) flight deck, adventure express, and white water canyon.

ANYWAYS, thenn we rode diamond back and Dah-rell was all ":D I'M EXCITED"

then we ate... i think and I got sprite dumped all over me by dah-rell. STUPIDDD. my life sucks :/

thennn we rode backlot stunt coaster. whatevsss.

thenn I rode vortex with dah-rell and hes all "are you exciteddd"
and i said "yeahh theres TWO loop-dee-loops in a row!" and he's all
"way to be perceptive"
whateverrr loserface.

and this WHOLE TIME obsessive copycat is making it REALLLY obvious that she likes dah-rell and nerdy mcnerdpants. annnd she's repeating everything we say.... hense "obsessive copycat" :)

HAYYY DUWONNNNN!!!!!! HOW YOU DOINNN :D
uhmmm, annnd then we rode firehawk. my boobies hurteddddd. hahah
annnd we rode drop zone "you can rip my arm off and slap we with it if you want" hahaha <3

annnd thennn delirium
"after this ride, it's gonna be no more kids for dah-rell. my nutsack is history"
oh and uhh, my pants were soaked this whole time cos we rode white water canyon and used the family dryer, which dried NOTHINGGG!!!!! ughh.

annd i think it was
-Gay day
-ginger day
-and look-a-likes from tri-central day. hahaha

on the way back everyone but dah-rell and i went to go get mcdonalds, and we had a discussion about dick-ish teachers and food that we like at mcdonalds and taco bell, then i stuck my nasty pruney feet in his face :)
and we had an ice scraper fight, and he kept pointing at something and i STILL have no idea what he wanted.....

annnd he kept waking up spiky mcnick
and cuddie buddie was texting nerdy mcnerdpants to see if he liked obsessive copycat.... he doesn't :)

"Chuck norris once inhaled a seagull"
*everyone laughs hysterically*
we were SOOOOO tired.
"chuck norris once lit a fart in the Sahara Forest..."

into the swing of posting livejournals. I've really been sucking at this. Sorry guys :/ I have like writers block, or I just don't want to have all my posts be about my boyfriend, because he's all I can ever think about, and he's the only thing that I can talk about for like hours, and still not even be half way done.

BUT anyways, new school year, gonna be a freshman. Kinda nervous, not gonna lie.
I have these classes 1st semester
1-p.e
2-orientation
3-spanish
4-biology
5-english
6-study hall
7- algebra
2nd semester
1-p.e
2-bus comp
3- spanish
4-studio art
5-english
6-biology
7-algebra

my school is lame, and now i'm going to go to bed. layderrr

Ben Folds + Regina Spektor = GENIUS!!! just sayinn.

I a m b o r e d : (

OHH annnd it's summer now :D I W A N N A S W I M. idk why i'm typing like that...-.-

SO I thought I would write about my night last night with Jessica.
We went to church, and she foudn this picture of my mom and we couldn't stop laughing.
THEN after church we went to speedway and got beef jerky and full throttle, and monster assault. :D

we drank full throttle and a while later, we were CRAZY and were laughing at EVERYTHING we swore that stupid 25 year old pedo at the gas station spiked them. haha.

i'll have pictures up that we took at 1:30 in the morning laterr. it was fackinn hilarious.

btw, I'm wtih Jake again, he's been calling me everynight for like a week at least like 3 hours a night. ahah. but he didn't call last night :/ or even text me. so it makes me nervous.... and he said we were supposed to have some sort of talk... I don't think he'd break up with me right after saying he was never going to.... that'd be a BIIG FML moment. hmph.


He better call me today, or I'll be ticked/worried.

UGHH, he went through the effort to CALL MY MOM on saturday night and ASK her if I could go to his house on sunday.

she said no. AFKGJDFSKHJSLDKHNDFLGKJDSLKHV DFLkgjea so pissed mann. :(


yeahh, I'm done here now.

Deep, deep inside of your heart, there is a weight that still needs to be lifted
you cover it up but the pain never stops sometimes i wish that you would just listen

deep deep inside of yourself, there is a soul starving for some affection
been waiting for years and the time passes by all you wanted was to fit in.

So I wrote you this song i hope that you like it
cause you light up with life and I know you can fight this
you're the most beautiful girl in the world and i wanted you to know

<3

The Scene Aesthetic is my new love. :)


annnd i'm definitely single WOOOOOOO. :/ not really. but oh well.


school was kinda hilarious today.
Shaffer ate a chip that jessica licked, and a mento that was down her shirt. xD
he hates me now :(

and in gym, meagan kept calling "hannah montana girl" veronica, instead of victoria.

WOOO man, good times. :D

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy. I thought you'd want the same for me.
Goodbye, my almost lover. Goodbye, my hopeless dreams. I'm trying not to think about you. Can't you just let me be?



I've screwed up big time. and I doubt I can fix it.
Nothing is working out for me.
i'm just a big failure. all the frickin time.


JESUS, how does anyone stand me?

OH WAIT, NOBODY DOES.




UGH UGH UGH!